cuba untuk mengerti

bukankah semestinya
cinta yang bisa membuat bahagia
namun kau yang tak pernah
mahu mengerti ertinya cinta

tak habis kuberfikir
sampai bila begini
kumenanti
rasakan indahnya cinta

kucuba selalu untuk mengerti
tapi tak  mampu bertahan lagi
akan kujalani hidup mengabdi cinta
yang pantas untukku


ikatan cinta sudah berakhir
dua hati kan menjadi saksi
hanya waktu menemani
biar kenangan tersimpan di hati

mengapa pertengkaran selalu ada antara kita
dan begitu mudahnya
 kau ucap kata
ingin berpisah

seharusnya kau tahu
takkan semudah itu
bila memang
kau tulus mencintaiku






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