Nurul Jannah Hamidon

Despite of unfinished works (PMDs, PMS, log book), I'm here sitting in front of the laptop updating my blog! Believe it or not I'm in Perak man!! Home sweet home!! I'm soooo happy. This is the place which no one will judge me if I want to eat rice at 12 o'clock in the morning okay! (I'm just kidding). Home is where the heart is. I'm so happy to be with my family no matter what. Although we are not on the phone everyday, but we still keep in touch in our own ways. I was so stress lately because I started with IM posting which was the toughest one for me even though I really love IM during my 3rd year. As usual expectation really killed my mood. So just keep calm and try to solve the problem by yourself, don't even dare to run from something, faces it patiently. The most interesting is I lost 3 kg because of stress plus level 5 Apartment with no lift! (sigh). But don't be too excited because I just weighed this morning and I gained 1 kg haha 2 days sta...

Finally this week will end soon. IM posting is not kidding. It's soooooooo hectic and most classes started after 5 PM. I have two more weeks for this posting and until now I feel like I learnt nothing. It's so bad and I have to be more productive and need a motivation right now. Tomorrow no class only ward round which I will use that time to do PMD (7 PMDs in a month! crazy). I also have 'imbalance-hormone-syndrome' which I easily feel stress and sad. What you guys do when you're in bad mood and sometimes crying without a reason?? For me, I just cry hahaha..but of course in a room before sleep, no one can see and woke up with 'Panda and swollen eyes' next morning for sure. People can't see the Panda eyes because I'm wearing specs!! So wear your specs okay haha.. Sometimes we have to remind ourselves that we are worthy. No matter what people said about us, let them be. Everybody is not perfect. Maybe some of them think they're perfect but it...

Such a beautiful morning here with the bird chirping around and me myself still lying in the bed with the laptop on to update my blog. I'm finally a final year student. I still can't believe it but yes this is the facts Jannah, YOU HAVE TO CHANGE AND BE BETTER. No more lazy lazy huhu and learning not just for the sake of exam because in real life as a doctor, your patient is not an exam subject!! Okay done with my short story about that final year things. Now, I'm here feeling sad because I can't attend my friend's wedding. She's not my closed friends but this is the right time to meet and make a mini reunion for my batch. I'm proud to be Taayah's girl. I missed the moment when all of us still in our school time. Misunderstanding and fighting are normal but now no more because we already grown up and 13 of us (if i'm not mistaken) already married. When we talk about marriage, this is the second most stressful things for a girl in her nearly mid-t...

It's a bit shame to tell that I'm a new fan of Grey's Anatomy but I don't care as long as the stories are interesting and good. I admire Izzie Stevan instead of Meredith more but it only last untill season 4 only. Season 5,6 and 7, I started to love Meredith no matter what. To keep the story short, Izzie Stevan frustrated because her fiance died during season 3 if i'm not mistaken. She baked many fluffy muffins. Andd before this I had this kind of perception towards certain people. I always feel that women will look beautiful if there are studying TESL and good in baking. So, I started to bake a vanilla muffin. First trial not so okayy because I have to beat the eggs and sugar until 'kembang' and 'berbuih putih'. Not enough beating! wrong technique! Second trial was better than before. The muffin looked fluffy in the picture only but actually keras and crunchy on the outside, fluffy inside. huhhh wrong again! Third trial I baked chocolate muffin,...

My final year will start in less than a week soon. I totally not ready!! Just finish sorting out my planner but still not complete because I don't have the timetable yet. I only know that I'll starts with internal medicine first which is 'everything under the sun'. It's okay lahh belajar banyak and susah dulu. My final preparation?? Telling the truth I'm not study anything during this holiday. I just eat, sleep, eat, sleep haha. No lahh I'm so happy because this holiday I always hang out with my family and friends. A lot of wedding to attend, Engagement ceremony, anddd gossiping with my schoolmates. They already finish their degree and I'm here not finish finish with studyyyyy je. This is the perk of being a doctor. You chose that career Jannah go with it and work hard! Maybe I have to study until I becomes a mother or the worst case scenario, until becomes a grandmother! (I hope I can get married A.S.A.P bahahahaha). I also started to have a new h...