Nurul Jannah Hamidon

If you read my previous post, you know that I had a tragic, past history where I got allergic reaction because of this skincare. I don't want to mention it but it was Malay skincare. I do not understand why some people tend to lie to their customers about the cosmetic products that they sell to others. But it's okay. I learnt the lesson. So, I want to share what kind of skincare which I choose to fight my allergic reaction. Now I go for neutrogena. There are some recommendation that I survey through internet which are suit sensitive skin like Simple skincare, cetaphil and neutrogena. These are the reasonable skincare which I find suitable for student like me. If you got extra money you can go for Aesthetic clinic and get a consult from a doctor and they will suggest the right treatment for you. Unfortunately, the dermatologist who treated me a few years ago was on holiday. Frust betullll. So, I go for GP. She prescribed me with two types of antihistamine and advice me to no...

I started my new semester with internal medicine posting. As usual I tried to find my positive mood throughout this posting. I felt bad for myself when I'm not prepare my case properly especially during ward round. I felt bad when I could not answer the questions from lecturer. For me everything was bad. But I tried to be positive. There's always room for improvement. We can do it! We have to do it! Don't get demotivated! Always move on! (Cewah harapnya lepas ni makin bersemangat) So, come on everyone, you can achieve your goals if you are really willing to do it and sacrifice everything. I have one story about my friend who want to stop smoking. I really don't know the exact method or advice to give to smokers. I always confuse whether to stop them from smoke immediately or gradually. But because I'm someone who really hate people forced me to do something that I did not like, I just advise him to stop smoking gradually. But before that of course I asked eve...

I got allergic reaction all over my face. It turned to be itchy, redness and swollen. I tried so Cetaphil which is good for sensitive skin (and expensive too *sigh). but it didn't work for my skin. *ketegaq sungguh. My skin turned dry and peeling off which I felt so uncomfortable. So, I changed to neutrogena pure mild cleanser after that. Alhamdulillah it suited my skin but the problem was it dried my skin especially at the acne part. It was good because it cleared my face from acne but the dryness and itchiness affect my life. I tend to scratch and touched my face often. When your skin is dry, you'll get itchiness. You tend to scratch it and your skin will got infected since our skin is full of bacteria. So, that's what happen to me. I tried to bear it and I could not stand the itchiness anymore. I decided to go to skin clinic which I had been visited before this because of same problem. (degil tukar2 produk). Unfortunately, the doctor in charged was on leave and I hav...

I really used this holiday so much to rest and did whatever I liked. Alhamdulillah I passed my professional examination part 1. Finally, the nerves gone. I didn't know what I felt after the exam. Happy? yes because I managed to pass the exam and 90% completed to be a doctor in less than 4 months. Sad?? Yes too. I didn't care about my grades or marks in whatever result that I got in my 24 years of life. But I did care about my efforts. Truly speaking, I did not achieve my study target for this examination. Lack of motivation to study. I did not follow my study plan. In conclusion, I would like to say that all my plans became haywire. But I really thanked Allah who managed to give me another chance so that I can improve myself. Alhamdulillah the word PASS had different meaning for me. It's not going to be 'just relax and have fun, you passed already, you're excellent and brilliant'. But for me it's going to be 'I have to work harder, have to be more ha...

Almost one month berhabuk blog ni. Ohh now puchong had heavy rain with thunderstorm (a bit scary) but I'm still here writing and updating the blog. 2017 such a fresh new year for me to be a new Jannah. Sometimes we have to forget the past and move on right? Easy to say but difficult to do that. Trust me, it's difficult and need a lot of effort. I've been through that phase.  I was in nervous-not-so-nervous mood because my professional exam part 1 is coming in less than a month. 26 days more to go. I'm trying to be calm and study hard and smart until the day of exam. Trying to act cool outside but inside I'm dying. I tend to keep silent whenever I feel stress. We can do it. Just keep praying. My mentor said that we can't remember everything actually but we can pray to Allah so that He will ease everything and we remember the important things that will come out during exam.  How about my life? still single as always bahaha. But I'm happy right now. Like...

After so long, my mood to blog something here is coming HAHA. Actually I have a lot of things to tell here but typical me always doing something following the mood. My aim to create a blog is for me to reminiscing the past when I got older bahahaha. Nothing more than that. Since I can't sleep tonight, let's have a cup of coffee and may stay up a bit late for today since exam is coming, 58 days more to go, and I feel like fainting huarggh. I want to share my journey as a final year medical student. Like I said in my previous post (I can't remember which post actually), medicine is like a marathon, you'll feel slightly demotivated and less passion at the end of the running because you already tired and you just want to give up. So do I. A month ago was a critical month for me. I feel demotivated, ungrateful, less spirit and lazy. I asked myself, 'can I give up?' Seriously I was soooo blur in everything. I felt less confident with myself, I don't know how t...

0535 am 17/11/16 Stress like crazy over something. OLC is part of it. And maybe hormonal imbalance might be the cause of it. Reminiscing the past has pro and cons. At least I knew that we're not meant to be together. Easy to say 'past is past' to myself. Easy to control the body and brain but hard to instruct the heart to act the same way. People said it is a matter of time. It's not a matter of time for me. Once you feel that sad feeling, you'll live with it forever. Why? Because you still have hope. That hope and expectation kill you. I don't know the exact way to get rid of it. Just pray for Allah guidance. What I'm thinking right now, Allah loves you no matter what happen. I still have beautiful family who love me and always supporting me. I have best friend who are alway there for me. I will get degree in medical in less than one year. Title DR will be in front of my name after I graduate. I will become a doctor and can give all my best to help ...