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show off

This is my first time commenting or responding to something viral in Fb. I'm not type of person who will bother myself with something useless like this. It's wasting my time and I don't know whether the information is right or wrong. But this post from this want-to-show off-IPTA-student really trigger to speak out something from my mouth. I tried to control my comments because I have a lot of friends who studied medical in IPTA. Honestly, I felt sad back then when I failed the requirement to take medicine at IPTA. Everyone has their own reason and same goes to our rezeki and faith. Do you think we, IPTS students are very easy to pass the exam?? We have to study too, struggle too, stay up too, just like you, just like everyone else that has the title 'student'. Sometimes we have to spend more money compared to you IPTA students. We have to drive our own car ( sometimes carpool), if we want to go to the teaching Hospital. We don't have our specific teaching ho

late night post

I can't sleep tonight. Suddenly I miss my father so much. I don't know why I don't feel stress about the upcoming pro exam in 4 months from now. I fell lack of motivation and always low in mood, not study hard and not even start doing my study group tasks. As compared to my pro exam during second year, I felt more motivated at that time. I remembered when my life turned upside down because of 4 letters called L.O.V.E. Exactly 3 years ago (I think so. Seriously I had difficulty to remember dates), I went through a relationship problem like other girls. (maybe not all) Like 5 or 6 months before my pro exam. I frustrated, cried a lot, regret, and lack of motivation to study. Until one day, I remembered ayah asked me personally and that time ibu went to the bank. It was so random. He asked me about that 'problem'. He was curious because at first I only told my mother about what happen. Sure ibu told ayah after that. I was like trying to be cool. I want to let him

C.O.O.L

 I know I will be biased but I really adore cool guys. Every people have their own definition of handsome or cool. For me??? 1. Surgeon: I really admire a surgeon. They are such a cool guy and good looking especially in their OT attire ( or we called it scrub). Most of them don't like to scold people, relax, cool, charismatic, smart and handsome.  2. Engineer: I described them, engineer=machine. HAHA. Sometime they are heartless maybe because of their coolness. (husnuzhon0 bahaha. No lahh. I like them because  some of them still have an old version of phone (Nokia). But for sure la they have another phone (android or Apple). I know it's a bit funny and weird reason. But this is me haha. If you think you own that phone even though you're not engineer, you're cool man!! Bravo.. Enough for the guy. Next move to the girls. For me only 2 girls catching my eyes because of their coolness. 1. Lisa Surihani: I adore her since school. I have to admit it that if I g

brainless

Hello my blog!!! I really miss you. I do have time to update but I choose not to because I'm so lazy. So, tonight my mood is good and me is happy hehe. Recently, something bad happen during my posting. One of my friend has been scolded by someone. Let's call it Mr P. I think my friend doesn't do anything wrong to him, just following his rounds and suddenly all those 'kind' words coming out from his mouth. 'Bloody hell' 'Bullshit' 'Babi' (I hate this the most) Personally, I'm type of person who really really hate these words! But sometimes we can't judge people by these so, I just ignore it as long as me myself doesn't do the same as them. There are so many challenges in medical fields. Once you choose it, you have to bear with those type of person who loveeeeee to use these words. Anddd it is normal for you to get scolded because of your mistake. After 4 years in medical school, I witness everything and I admit it I hav