Nurul Jannah Hamidon

pejam celik pejam celik dah tahun 2016..Macam biasa hidup kita penuh dengan jatuh bangun ibarat roda. Tahun ni ialah tahun yang mana kita kena improve dan reflect balik apa yang dah jadi masa tahun 2015. Sebenarnya aku belajar benda yang sangat-sangat penting iaitu improve dulu relationship dengan Allah. Senang di mulut untuk bercakap and senang tangan nak menaip benda ni tapi semua ni mestilah diamalkan. At least kita cuba sama-sama okay.. Bila kita terasa kita jatuh sangat-sangat cepat-cepat ambik wudhu and sembahyang..Mungkin Allah rindu kat kita sebab tu dia bagi kita ujian yang sangat berat. As for me, dugaan tahun 2015 sangat2 la berat. Aku rasa aku jatuh yang amat sangat. Kat luar nampak kuat padahal kat dalam Allah je yang tau. Pengajarannya ialah tak semua benda kita boleh cerita dekat orang. Kita semua manusia kadang-kadang kita akan jadi bias dan opinion orang lain-lain. Tapi di saat kita rasa macam takde sape tu la sebenarnya Allah nak kita mengadu dekat dia. Sebab Alla

I realised that I didn't post any of my wishlist for 2016. It was because of my end of posting examination which involved two crazy posting and I was like oh man can I do this??. Alhamdulillah my exam already over but I felt anxious with my result since I think that I didn't study much and lack of effort compared to previous exam. So, let's made a throwback of what happen in 2015. I think I had a lot of crying because of so many things that happen in my life especially about my ibu. Ibu was diagnosed with septic shock secondary to peritonitis which was in very critical condition. I could tell you guys how pathetic I am when I was in the hospital. I was crying along the corridor, surau and also in the ICU in front of my mother. I really couldn't accept that my mother would suffering like this! But alhamdulillah all my family and my friends were supportive and after about 3 weeks my mother recovered from the illness and now happily being a part time housewif

Actually I have my EOP a.k.a end of posting examination for my specialty posting and psychiatry posting..Sounds like sikitnya..no need to worry lahh...okay lemme tell you guys that specialty posting consists of 4 sub posting which are ENT (Ear Nose Throat), radiology (all the X-rays and CT scan things), ophntalmology (All about eyes from you conjunctiva to retina) and anaesthesiology (All about anaes and drugs especially in OT)..So, how about now?? Sound ridiculous for only giving us one week to study???mestilah nervousss As for me, this is my first time I studied alone in my own room in my own home sweet home hehe..Some people think that I'm only having fun staying at home and prolonged my holiday without even thinking that I have exam next week..Totally wrong.. I stayed at home because of my mother. Alhamdulillah ibu survived all the difficulties and now in recovery phase..Still need to take antibiotics and her movement is a bit limited and restricted because of operation sit