Nurul Jannah Hamidon

This is my first time commenting or responding to something viral in Fb. I'm not type of person who will bother myself with something useless like this. It's wasting my time and I don't know whether the information is right or wrong. But this post from this want-to-show off-IPTA-student really trigger to speak out something from my mouth. I tried to control my comments because I have a lot of friends who studied medical in IPTA. Honestly, I felt sad back then when I failed the requirement to take medicine at IPTA. Everyone has their own reason and same goes to our rezeki and faith. Do you think we, IPTS students are very easy to pass the exam?? We have to study too, struggle too, stay up too, just like you, just like everyone else that has the title 'student'. Sometimes we have to spend more money compared to you IPTA students. We have to drive our own car ( sometimes carpool), if we want to go to the teaching Hospital. We don't have our specific teaching ho...

I can't sleep tonight. Suddenly I miss my father so much. I don't know why I don't feel stress about the upcoming pro exam in 4 months from now. I fell lack of motivation and always low in mood, not study hard and not even start doing my study group tasks. As compared to my pro exam during second year, I felt more motivated at that time. I remembered when my life turned upside down because of 4 letters called L.O.V.E. Exactly 3 years ago (I think so. Seriously I had difficulty to remember dates), I went through a relationship problem like other girls. (maybe not all) Like 5 or 6 months before my pro exam. I frustrated, cried a lot, regret, and lack of motivation to study. Until one day, I remembered ayah asked me personally and that time ibu went to the bank. It was so random. He asked me about that 'problem'. He was curious because at first I only told my mother about what happen. Sure ibu told ayah after that. I was like trying to be cool. I want to let him ...

 I know I will be biased but I really adore cool guys. Every people have their own definition of handsome or cool. For me??? 1. Surgeon: I really admire a surgeon. They are such a cool guy and good looking especially in their OT attire ( or we called it scrub). Most of them don't like to scold people, relax, cool, charismatic, smart and handsome.  2. Engineer: I described them, engineer=machine. HAHA. Sometime they are heartless maybe because of their coolness. (husnuzhon0 bahaha. No lahh. I like them because  some of them still have an old version of phone (Nokia). But for sure la they have another phone (android or Apple). I know it's a bit funny and weird reason. But this is me haha. If you think you own that phone even though you're not engineer, you're cool man!! Bravo.. Enough for the guy. Next move to the girls. For me only 2 girls catching my eyes because of their coolness. 1. Lisa Surihani: I adore her since school. I have to admit it that if I g...

Hello my blog!!! I really miss you. I do have time to update but I choose not to because I'm so lazy. So, tonight my mood is good and me is happy hehe. Recently, something bad happen during my posting. One of my friend has been scolded by someone. Let's call it Mr P. I think my friend doesn't do anything wrong to him, just following his rounds and suddenly all those 'kind' words coming out from his mouth. 'Bloody hell' 'Bullshit' 'Babi' (I hate this the most) Personally, I'm type of person who really really hate these words! But sometimes we can't judge people by these so, I just ignore it as long as me myself doesn't do the same as them. There are so many challenges in medical fields. Once you choose it, you have to bear with those type of person who loveeeeee to use these words. Anddd it is normal for you to get scolded because of your mistake. After 4 years in medical school, I witness everything and I admit it I hav...

4 alphabets that can describe many things. I was in the middle of paediatrics posting now. I'm so excited because for me this posting is not boring at all. Kids are so adorable and they do not know how to lie. Adults are tend to lie honestly speaking. There are so many social issues happen to child and of course I can't tell here because of patient confidentiality. I don't know why people tend to talk about others in the social media. It's not good because maybe we do not know the exact story. Try to be considerate and just think if you were in their shoes. We can't strain ourselves from gossips. We tend to talk about other people bla bla especially during hanging out with our kind of gossip girls (not only girls, boys too). We have to minimize our judgement towards that story. What's your feeling when other people talking bad about you instead of knowing the truth behind it? You will feel sad and less confident I'm sure but you have to be strong. (Don...

Cooking time with ibu be like everything have to be perfect. The length must be equal and not too thick! Whenever I asked her why this and why that, she will say your cooking technique resemble your attitude. If all the veges look too thick, it means that 'perempuan tu kasar'. Okay la made sense jugak la. haha. I'm not feeling stress anymore because I had been trained since 13 years old. I remembered my first time entering the kitchen, ibu asked me to peel off onion which is soooo manyyyyy. My eyes  teared up sabar jela time tu haha. I love cooking maybe inherited from my mother but still a lot to be improved. A long way to go. Is it compulsory if all women out there have cooking skills?? for my personal opinion it's not necessary at all. I mean not to be too perfect because we are not live in the era which all women are staying in the house and do all the house chores. We got other responsibilities too. We have work and family. We have to be balanced. For me, Isl...

Despite of unfinished works (PMDs, PMS, log book), I'm here sitting in front of the laptop updating my blog! Believe it or not I'm in Perak man!! Home sweet home!! I'm soooo happy. This is the place which no one will judge me if I want to eat rice at 12 o'clock in the morning okay! (I'm just kidding). Home is where the heart is. I'm so happy to be with my family no matter what. Although we are not on the phone everyday, but we still keep in touch in our own ways. I was so stress lately because I started with IM posting which was the toughest one for me even though I really love IM during my 3rd year. As usual expectation really killed my mood. So just keep calm and try to solve the problem by yourself, don't even dare to run from something, faces it patiently. The most interesting is I lost 3 kg because of stress plus level 5 Apartment with no lift! (sigh). But don't be too excited because I just weighed this morning and I gained 1 kg haha 2 days sta...