emosional morning post

Boring sangat pagi ni..nak keluar dengan adik dah dia keluar dengan kawan dia pulak..Nak buat ape kat VL ni???ceyy sebenarnye banyak je diri sendiri yang malas nak buat ape..Sambil tulis ni bukak lagu kat blog zarithnatasya..untitled by simple plan..:3

Bila dah besar rasa macam hidup lagi mencabar..Rindu zaman sekolah to the max..Zaman rebel..ceyy rebel ke??bole tahan la..zaman dengan kawan-kawan..tak fikir ape just duduk hostel..weekend ibu dengan ayah datang pastu semangat balik nak stdy..Sekarang semangat stdy rasa hilang kena kol ibu dulu baru semangat..Tak sanggup dah nak duduk jauh dari perak..Inshaa allah habis stdy aku nak duduk Perak..duduk hostel 5 tahun + foundation almost 1 tahun + medic kat CUCMS 5 years..total 11 years tak selalu ada kat rumah..So housemen nak mintak kat Ipoh pulak...semoga allah permudahkan..

Hidup sekarang tak best sebab kena fikir pasal orang lain jugak..rimas kadang-kadang..kita terpaksa buat benda yang kita tak suka..kawan masa sekolah dengan sekarang lain..Rasa macam diri sendiri dah lain tak macam dulu..Hati penuh dengan rasa sakit hati,tak ikhlas,asyik nak fikir negatif je and conclusionnye tak tenang..tak suka betul!

Relationship????lagi la malas sekarang..Alhamdulillah dapat parents yang tak suruh cari2 bf ke husband ke...Kalau tak lagi la rimas..lek dulu hihi :p baru 22 tahun..so i just want to wait and see the miracles of love happen to me..I always pray for good love story..good husband..good in everything la...Pasal benda ni last benda yang aku akan fikir..

So lepas ni nak transformation sikit..taknak dah ada perangai2 tak elok tu..nak jadi baik sikit..sekurang-kurangnya cuba walaupun sikit...:)

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